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Friday, November 03, 2006

I miss you

You were the love for certain of my life you were simply my beloved wife I don't know for certain how I'll live my life now alone without my beloved wife my beloved wife I can't believe I've lost the very best of me you were the love for certain of my life you were simply my beloved wife I don't know for certain how I'll live my life now alone without my beloved wife my beloved wife I can't believe I've lost the very best of me you were the love for certain of my life for forever simply my beloved wife with another love I'll never lie again it's you I can't deny it's you I can't defy a depth so deep into my grief without my beloved soul I renounce my life as my right now alone without my beloved wife my beloved wife my beloved wife my love is gone she suffered long in hours of pain my love is gone now my suffering begins my love is gone would it be wrong if I should surrender all the joy in my life go with her tonight? my love is gone she suffered long in hours of pain my love is gone would it be wrong if I should just turn my face away from the light go with her tonight?

-Natalie Merchant


home AWAY from HOME

Go west paradise is there you'll have all that you can eat of milk and honey over there you'll be the brightest star the world has ever seen sun-baked slender hero of film and magazine go west paradise is there you'll have all that you can eat of milk and honey over there you'll be the brightest light the world has ever seen the dizzy height of a jet-set life you could never dream your pale blue eyes strawberry hair lips so sweet skin so fair your future bright beyond compare it's rags to riches over there San Andreas Fault moved it's fingers through the ground earth divided plates collided such an awful sound San Andreas Fault moved its fingers through the ground terra cotta shattered and walls came tumbling down o promised land o wicked ground build a dream tear it down o promised land what a wicked ground build a dream watch it fall down

-Natalie Merchant


Friday, October 27, 2006

lost.. far away from home

I walked around my good intentions

And found that there were none

I blame my father for the wasted years

We hardly talked

I never thought I would forget this hate

Then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong

And if I don't make it

Know that I've loved you all along

Just like sunny days that

We ignore because

We're all dumb and jaded

And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong

I walked around my room

Not thinking

Sinking in this box

I blame myself for being too much like somebody else

I never thought that I'd just bend this way

Then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong

And if I don't make it

Know that I loved you all along

Just like sunny days that

We ignore because

We're all dumb and jaded

And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong


Thursday, June 30, 2005

Did I ask you to speak? Hell no I never asked..  you can take your opinions and add gas and a match. So you can call me Abel or you can call me Kane, I'm still man enough to piss all over your grave. Cuz YOU made this man that you look to with your eyes and all you can see is your hate and your lies. I'm merely a mirror of the battles you won over a weak little child, now the damage is done. I could have been a man to stand strong and tall but you dedicated your life to watching me fall. Today you are lucky that I don't kill for fun cuz I'd only kill you and then I'd be done, your tortuous son who wants to do right but you conjured up demons to live in his eyes and the fire burns bright and I try to be strong and to only exist to RIGHT all your WRONGS. So I am a good man and I fight everyday. I may have my problems but I'll find my way. I'll carve my own path eventhough my blood burns and live out a miracle eventhough my road turned. Because God sent an angel and we are there for eachother.. and when man has an angel who needs a bitch mother?


Struggling for air.. I can't breathe nor do I want too. Breathe the water into my lungs and return to which I came. A sea of darkness envelops my body and light invades my mind. Can any of us really see? Do we share the same vision? Or do we drift off to sleep? I can't sleep.. I hate sleep, plagued by nightmares and Demons I awake next to an angel. She wraps her arms and healing wings around my body and assures me it will all be ok... but it just seems so real, too real... too real to ignore or forget, but to distant to admit too. My mind is tortured, my body is mangled and my heart is crushed.... if only I could understand so that I could help her understand.. but she smiles a smile that reminds me of God before I left home to come and fight this war and I know finally if only for a moment.. that I am safe, that I am loved



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